Wednesday, December 31, 2003

today is the 31st... my last blog of the year... :( well, can't help feeling sad abt it. tml, i've got a relative's wedding to attend which is supposed to stretch into the new year... what a way to spend the last day of the year. but anyway, the 1st of jan is in a few hours... so doesn't really matter does it???

well, remember the promise that i made to list the top 10 of the best n worst things that have happened in this year??? i finally came up with the whole list after like 15 mins. haha... here goes....

TOP 10 WORST STUFF OF 2003
10. going out with my mum n end up arguing with her.. dat sucks. happened a couple of times already.
9. knowing that wc was attached at the beginning of the year..
8. sars.
7. flirting. gosh, it's onli @ this point of the yr dat i realise dat for this whole yr.. i've been a seriously big flirt... although most of the time, i feel that it was because i am tom-boyish n could relate easily to guys... so i hung out with them.. aiya, it's a long story. well, several ppl have warned me before.. but i just din heed. well, here's sorry to the guys (there r a few out there.. )who i hv led on n still leading on (unwittingly)..
6. learning that i got into yjc. sorry yj.
5. learning dat i din get into acjc.
4. getting 15 for o levels when i tot i could get 10. =P
3. knowing dat i ain't smart after all.. hehe
2. learning d reason why my mum din blame me for not getting back into ac was because she said dat most of her colleagues think i'm in ac all this while...
1. that the aiss building dat i've known n loved is torn down... n dat the place is utterly different from the one dat i remember fondly. ( i actually can't believe dat dis is no. 1, but seriously it is...)

well, now for the.....................
TOP 10 BEST STUFF OF 2003
10. getting into the same class as aiss pals - shiva, sang n kit.. oh who can forget our dearest kama..=P
9. knowing new folks.. from both ac n yj... here's a shout out to xinyi, mohan, darren, jasmine, guan yi, sb6 ppl lar... n also the awesome ppl of yj... i would have died in yj w/o u ppl n ur friendships... thx.
8. getting the ac annual.. haha.. u ppl must be thinking, what the??? hehe... well, like i said, it was like getting the females' version of FHM mag.. i got shiva n xinyi to testify for it. hehe... ^.^
7. having got thru my promos with grades, BCDE... man... who can forgo such "gr8" marks.. hehe... but i thank God for them.
6. the ac orientation.. hehe.. man, it was super cool though i din relli enjoy myself for the 1st day.. because i felt left out.. (felt i wasn't pretty enough. keke.. :P)
5. learning that wc n his gf broke up... nid i say much???
4. the class outings of 110. man, it's sometimes, dumb... like the trip to the animal land.. (i can't type this particular letter... _oo, fill in the blanks.) but on the whole, the company rocked.
3. hanging out late into the nite @ orchard during the holidays... hehe... actually.. at this 3rd position.. 2003 dec holidays should take the trophy ^.-
2. erm... dis particular day spent with... shall not mention much... ^.^
1. of course... this has got to be the champion... :P OBS lor... heE. it was the peak of this whole dec holidays.. n my jc life. =)

as i tink back at how this yr has been... i certainly agree with ronan keating's song- life is a rollercoaster.... u just got to ride it. although, on a scale from 1-10, this yr actually only gets a 6 points, but on the whole, it hasn't been dat bad after all... i guess, God has everything planned for me, it's only a matter of whether i am willing to take a step forward to try it. it's like the flying fox i did in obs... the flyin fox is already fixed up at the tower... n all the necessary stuff n precautions r already taken... what is most important was whether i was willing to take the first step forward n let my legs go without the support of the platform.. well, obs folks would know wat i mean. n it's the speed n the mixed emotions dat i go through during this once in a lifetime chance which can determine whether i find the "flyin fox" or life in dis case fantastic or scary...

i'm now listening to this song by a lady with a fantastic song whom i have no idea wat her name is or the song title... sheesh... gonna wait till i hear her name n song title on radio. it really sounds like my life sumed up.. heE. but i haven't got the lyrics... so can't relli confirm. =P okie... her name is... delta goodrum - innocent eyes.. (tio bo the spelling??? hehe... if there's any thing wrong.. pls let me know.) sheesh.. i just heard a guy from ctg 105's dedication.. din get his name though. haha.. too bad.

well, i wish everyone the best of luck in 2004 n dat... u end 2003 beautifully, be it with ur loved one(s), alone, out partying, stoning at home, wandering the streets of sg or etc etc... thanks for ur friendship n i'll c u in 2004. ^.^

DON't FINd LOVe. LET LOVe FINd YOU. THAt's WHY IT'S CALled Fallin' In Love BCOz YOU DON't FORce YOUrself to FALl... YOU JUZ FALL.