Monday, December 15, 2003

man.. my computer is reali making me sick n tired. coz of the keyboard problem where a becomes 12, my whole computer system is realli slow n i can't log online for long. it's realli gettin on my nerves!!! gosh.. how i wish i have the cash to just get a new one n donate the current one to charity. hehe! well, i'm now in the woodlands library typing my blog out.. which is so far the most pathetic things i have to do today. haha~

today has been a realli fantastic day. i met up with pals, Darren, Mohan n Xinyi.. n went down to AC for another visit. man... being back there.. walking in the sch compound realli brings back great memories of the 1st 3 months i had there. sometimes, becoz of dat, my heart begins to feel bitter n i realli feel so miserable not being able to be there with them n also being a part of that superb sch. but i managed to get a copy of the sch annual.. haha! n got to c all the hunks in their class photos. hahaA! xinyi said dat.. the annual was like the "FHM" mag for the gals in AC. hahaA! well, the life there in AC is realli great... n not everyone can get a feel of it. to all those ppl who can't get the feel of it, n have been such an ass criticising it... GET A LIFE!!!!! i know a lot of u are out there... so just SHUDDUP n mind ur own business..

oh yeah.. for those who dunno why i'm so caught up with still hoping to be an ACSIAN. u will never understand why.. even I myself dun understand why. hehE! frankly speaking, the feeling of coming from a realli great n prestigious sch realli is different. the people from there are confident of themselves n they know what they are doing. This self esteem is something not all of us have. seriously. gosh, i dunno how cum i've gotten so philosophical.. hahaA! well, dun come up with an argument against what i've mentioned. this is my space.. so just lemme bitch about. hahaA!

it's been a realli great yet tough day for me. seriously. the feelings in me are mixed up. just wonderin about the things that have happened to me all these years. just wondering. dun ask why. dun ask. let me go find out myself.

P.S: Those who dunno wat the heck i'm talking. dun bother thinking. or findin out from me. hahaA~ coz i'm in a v complex state right now. :P


DON't FINd LOVe. LET LOVe FINd YOU. THAt's WHY IT'S CALled Fallin' In Love BCOz YOU DON't FORce YOUrself to FALl... YOU JUZ FALL.