Thursday, February 10, 2005

hahaA~ hi folks who have been loyal n just come to this pathetic site to see if i have updated my blog.. well, anyway, I've moved on... have another blog already.. it's at laughoutloud17.blogspot.com . . . guaranteed with updates abt my life n also on issues which i wanna tok abt. so, haha.. if u have the time, check it out k? thanks. =)

DON't FINd LOVe. LET LOVe FINd YOU. THAt's WHY IT'S CALled Fallin' In Love BCOz YOU DON't FORce YOUrself to FALl... YOU JUZ FALL.

Monday, December 20, 2004

aBsenCe makEs thE HeARt fOnder...

yes, it's true... coz i miss blogging a lot.. haha.. gosh, after like centuries, i've finally come online to add a post into my blog.. time flies and it's already the end of the year... christmas is coming u know... so here's wishing everyone MERRY XMAS! haha.. anyway, dis is my promise that this won't be the last blog i post.. more are on the way. haha.. but ain't got time to type now.. so.. leaving you with this quote :

DON't FINd LOVe. LET LOVe FINd YOU. THAt's WHY IT'S CALled Fallin' In Love BCOz YOU DON't FORce YOUrself to FALl... YOU JUZ FALL. (i know you've seen this in my past entries.. but who cares.. haha)

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

i just told terence yday how long i haven't come online to blog.. n dat i hvn't blogged in more than a month... just dat things hv been so busy.. dat i din bother abt anything... din care abt anything.. but myself.

it's sad dat i have to start this blog... on this note: suresh passed away this morning.. as shocking as it may seem... i couldn't let the tot sink in till abt half an hour later... my heart aches for him... not because of his passing.. but because of him being robbed off the chance of ever really fulfilling his dreams n aspirations. he was aspiring to be a full time dj rather than doin it during his free time... one who was prob recognised for his talents n committments... but this can never happen n singapore won't know this young dj..

i can still remember me passing off comments like, "why can't he just come to sch... why can't he just complete his tutorials.. even with him in our lit group, i tink we only have 4 active members.. you think he will contribute meh?" gosh... come to think abt it... i'm so shallow. i was so concerned abt his flaws, his incapability to catch up with work... n also despised him because even though he is a repeat student, he still doesn't want to work hard. never did i look at him, the way i look at him now... he was caught up fulfilling his dream dat he was willing to sacrifice his studies n even health. i for sure, won't do dat.

i remember telling my class once, "dreams are just dreams.. they are fantasies dat won't be attained or not realistically attainable.." but now i do realise dat ppl were willing to sacrifice for their dream... and dat is wat pushes them on in living their life to the best...

i can still remember wat suresh says when he sees me in the canteen.. "yoyo pat wassup??? dj resh in the house.. " n he knows i love "in da club" n saw me dancing my ass off during open house last yr... i dunno if i'd ever forget him... but one thing is for sure, he has changed me... changed my attitude towards dreams... towards life.. from now on, i'd work hard.. n live my life to the fullest... treasure every min of d day.. hopefully, i can start NOW.

suresh aka djresh aka ghandi (hehe...) , sorry for the times when i put u down... sorry for sayin things behind ur back, sorry for ever makin u mad... thousand apologies for whatever n whenever i've done u wrong..

In memory of Suresh... (1985-2004)